Ultimos Posts 1. 06/02/2012 12:08 - Keeping busy. I guess I should appreciate my non-working days much more. I'm the kind of person who needs an awful lot of time to think about herself. Too many hours spent at work and socializing provoke a meltdown like the one I had. It isn't nice, being irritable and lashing out to people I love. It's simply that... I don't want to keep "busy". I know I need to at times, because I cannot ... 2. 04/02/2012 08:06 - It's moments like this When I'm too tired tu turn the lights on, pick up a pen and write, when I get doubtful about where this is going. Looking at your face, smitten, pleased. "Male hippos", my mum calls them. "Their minds go blank. They're peaceful. But female hippos! They're analysing every little detail they can." So is this gonna evolve? Is this how it's gonna be? (UNFINISHED)... 3. 29/01/2012 13:49 - I have changed. Some things are good, some not quite so. I only remember the latter. Like how I used to read books everyday, but now I watch TV series daily. How I used to reflect on world issues with friends. Whereas now I only care about myself. I also wanted to help those in need, but now all I can think of is leaving this place. I can no longer claim to be an "intellectual", but a product on y... 4. 11/01/2012 00:05 - I'm tired. I'm tired of being stuck in the same way as I've always been and pretending I'm as good as I can be. I'm tired of being jealous of all the people who've worked hard to be where they are now. Whereas I am still in the same place that I was at before.... 5. 22/12/2011 23:19 - What she wanted. Sobbing uncontrollably, mumbling words he couldn't understand. And that pissed her off even more. That he wasn't a mind reader, that he didn't understand she wanted to be with him most of the time. The hell with the status quo , she wanted him right there, penetrating her in that street without anyone being outraged because life is an orgy and let's do as we please. But she did not... |
